Homily: May 18, 2023, Thursday of the sixth week of Easter. (See Jesus)

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 "You will weep and mourn while the world rejoices; you will grieve, but your grief will become joy."

Why do we weep and mourn?

We weep when we experience deep sadness or regret, we mourn when we lose something which, or someone who means a lot to us or is critical to our lives. We grieve for ourselves mostly, but we also grieve for others sometimes when we can empathize with their sadness or loss.

Why does Jesus say that the disciples will weep and mourn?

He tells them, “A little while and you will no longer see me…” The disciples were in sorrow and remorse when Jesus was crucified on the cross, they thought they had lost Him forever. Then they rejoiced at His resurrection, and now they are going to be separated from Him again.

This time, they will not be weeping just for themselves, but will also be weeping and mourning for those who would reject them and their preaching. Those who reject the Christ are unknowingly depriving their souls from what is most important for their wellbeing.

What about us? Do we know how much our souls yearn for the Lord? Do we feel sad for not being able to see the Lord face to face?

There is a deep longing in our souls to see the Lord and to be united with Him. This separation is in truth painful for our souls, but our intellect may not realize it because we are being satisfied and comforted by our physical bodies for now.

Look at the saints. Because of their sensitivity to the longings of their souls, they all lived with a deep desire to see the Lord, to be united with Him. Like Mary Magdalene, who wept at the tomb for not seeing the Lord, the saints too wept in yearning to see the Lord and they rejoiced when death was near because they knew they would be meeting the Lord soon.

St. Augustine said so profoundly, "You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you."

Yes, we are made for Jesus Christ, thus in the deepest of our being, we are always yearning to rest in the Lord. Our souls are waiting for our earthly life to end in God’s time when, as Jesus says, “…again a little while and you will see me.” That will be the moment when our grieving will become joy.

The blessed Virgin Mary, our heavenly Mother also yearns for us to see Jesus and be united with Him. She is the one who will lead us at the hour of our death to come face to face with Jesus.

Even if we may not feel it, let us always pray to our Holy Queen to help us, “Turn then, most gracious advocate, your eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile, show unto us the blessed fruit of your womb, Jesus.” Amen.


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